"One cut at the strings,/& all the puppets fall, clattering."
Night. Asano Kogen
kneels
in darkness.
Or
almost darkness,
in the light
of a thin
wavering oil-lamp,
the wick
sputtering,
her shadow
huge --
immovable.
She keeps her eyes
down
lips together,
softly
the black hair --
shiny as if oiled --
hanging
over her ears.
Delicate,
wounded,
imperturbable.
Pure gold,
solid iron.
So thinks
the Old Man.
He sits watching her,
legs crossed.
He's ancient,
cold as a lizard,
his white hair
thin as frost
on Kyoto's rooftops.
Nobody knows how it is
to be old --
to suffer, to grow ill,
to creak when you move --
to die choking
deranged,
shouting at illusions,
dry eyed
and empty as a reed.
Who tells us
anything?
Lost,
we're lost.
Asano sinks deeper
into silence --
a great well,
a darkness
swallowing up
the mountain, the temple,
the Old Man
and Asano Kogen,
the beautiful
tear-stung
lonely,
empty,
one-armed bushi.
You played
the biwa
at one time,
did you not?
Asks the Old Man.
Asano
nods
or rather
she tilts her head
forward
so gently
it is a feeling
more than a nod.
Hai,
she says.
This man,
this swordsman you say
cut off your arm --
who was he?
Asano Kogen
bows,
touching her fingertips
to the soap-glossy
dark planks
of the floor.
She says it,
so softly
it might have been
the rain
or the wind
or the reeds.
Or pine needles
shaking
as the full moon
glides
from behind
rushing clouds
borne by night winds
to the land
of demons,
or lotus ghosts --
who knows?
The name.
She hears it --
the softness of her lips
saying it.
Then
she straightens
and goes
silent.
The wick
sputters.
The Old Man
shuts his ancient
lizard-like,
flame gleaming
eyes.
This man,
this evil demon
you seek,
is the Shogun's younger
brother,
and has been trained
since childhood
by Yagyu sword masters --
until he became
a master himself,
presented with a holy certificate
and protected by
the entire insane clan
of Shogunate ninja.
He is evil.
He does harm.
He exults
in killing.
But he is
shockingly,
undeniably,
skilled. He has
no second
to his Muga no Taichi.
Make no mistake.
If you pursue this man,
he will cut you
down
and he will take
your beautiful head.
Who knows
what unholy perversions
it will be subjected to
after?
So says
the Old Man,
as Asano Kogen's eyelids
tremble.
But her shadow
does not
move.
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